Lot more to come.

Salam.. What is passed let them to pass. What is important is what will come in front. Dont let the history stops you from achieving. Let it be your shadow without any interference on your future dreams. Make your dreams come true. Sighs...  While writing this, I have just another 4weeks left before my final and a week before my second test. I did very terrible in my last test. I never got that 'kind' of marks. I cried for that day. That is just not me. I have to grab my pride back. Tapi that is what I felt. InsyaAllah. With Allah's will and my full power effort. I have to take it back. Huhuhu. That is my dignity. 


Dah laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame gile xmenulis kt laman sesawang saye ini. Mengape? Sebab katenye internet merosakkn. lol. Well. I need my rest from all those STUPID and CRAP thingy. I need air. I need space. Keep busying with all the responsibilities as well as to always be with my beloved family. 


I need to keep my focus ahead. Xboleh leka2. Blogging when neede. Because I'm not a full-time blogger. Tapi bile pegi blogwalk kt blog blogger2 tegar, I rase macam nk jadi one of them. The ability to post number of time in a day. Wow! Superb! How did they manage to be so creative in writing? How can they manage to have the spirit to blog every single minutes in their life? I teringin tapi I don't think its time. Still menyimpan harapan for that. One sweet time nanti kot. 


Focus minggu ini: 100% untuk test2.

Speechless.

Salam. Bila dugaan menimpa, banyak benda nak dicakapkan. tapi semua terlekat di kerongkong sahaja. Bila dugaan menimpa, sejahat mane pun diri ni, masih ade rase sesal. Nasi dah jadi bubur. Makin lame makin xsuke. Macam mane hati nk putih? Islam mengajar, zikir itu menyucikan hati. Bila kite berzikir, setiap titik hitam dalam diri kita akan hilang sedikit demi sedikit. Bila hati tersentuh, dengan kat2 manusia, mula lah syaitan mainkan peranan. Kenapa orang lain xpandai jage hati orang lain? Kebenaran tu pahit kan? So kene lah belaja2 makan peria. Sebab xSEMUA orang kt sekeliling kita pandai jage hati kite. Apepun yg berlaku, tetapkan hati. Kuatkan hati. Jangan mudah melatah. XSEMUA orang baik, kalau luar baik pun dalam belum tentu. Jadi?


Jangan pandai ckp orang sebab kita xtau KITA tu mcm mne. Just tegak kan hati. Apepun org ckp. jangan mudah melatah. Itu shabwah. Hati kene tenang. Walaus sesakit mane pun. Internet merosakkan. Saya dan seorang kawan bersetuju. Cyber law. ingat x? Slander, defamation etc. Tapi kenpae  xgune internet dengan sebaik2nya? Kenape msti nk jadikan internet tuh 1 paltform untuk kite luahkan perasaan benci? Tapi XSEMUA orang pk same dengan ape kite pk? Manusia boleh buat ape yg manusia rase nk buat asalkan die ade tujuan. I pun manusoa jugak :D


Kalau tahu slh, mintak maaf. kalau org xmaafkan, ape hak kite? Hati die xterima. Kite xboleh slhkan die sbb msti ade sumthink yg die rase. Kite bukan pemilik hati die. dia bukan pemilik hati die. Allah pemilik hati kite. Jage hati baik2 lepas ni. Jangan biar org sakiti. Jangan biar org pijak hati kite smpi remuk. :D

Bumi is Round. Round is Bola :)

Salam. Hey alls. Know what. Wednesday is the most scary day for me. Thesis. Thesis Day. So we call it as 'T Day' hehe. We've finalized our research proposal last two weeks I think. What's left? The proposal's  presentation . Huhu. I hate that.

Next step is, I have to play around with the coding. I have to modified the coding. Make use of the client-server architecture. How the protocol plays the role in the transaction. Btw, my thesis is like a transaction in the ATM machine. Mine is how to dispense cheque via machine. Nowadays, we just have the machine to do such transactions like withdraw money, cash deposit etcetera. And now, my proffessor asked me to designed a secured cheque dispensing machine. Marvellous!!! InsyaAllah. Pray for me to successfully finish the thesis in one year duration. Amiin~

Hey, what's the globe doing up there? Nice isn't it? (Ayat xnk mcm teacher kt skolah pulak ka. Okey, mari kite gigih menjadi cheqgu) Well. It is just suddenly passed through my head. What goes around comes around babes. Chill la? Kata seorang sahabat " Muhasabah itu membawa kita kearah yang lebih baik dan positive. Bukan membawa kejatuhan dalam diri." So, tolong campak jauh2 perasaan down itu wahai Ummu, kalau betul kamu sudah therapy diri kamu dengan muhasabah. InsyaAllah. Jangan ulang kesilapan dulu. Ya Allah, jauhkan lah aku dari dosa-dosa ku yang lampau.

Chill. Till then. Mmmmuaaahhhhh!

RUMAH

home sweet home. 

when i'm home. i feel quite. Glad to have home.

p/s : setelah sekian lame, xupdate. hanyalah sepatah dua kata? what's the rush?

Malasnye. Bantulah Saye Jadi 'Hardworking'.

Assalamualaikum wbt. Hai .Lamenye xupdate blog. Macam nk bersin2 dah bukak dashboard tadi. Frankly speaking, lame sangat ke? 


People. Human being.Commonly unresisted to changes. So do I. Hijrah can be done in a positive way. But, people does do negative changes. Depends.


Deniable syndrome. Favourite quotes. What is it actually. Just by looking at the phrase sure all of u come to think of the definition. Easy. But to make it more interesting. We can elaborate the phrase longer and catchier meaning. If you are stupid. Others wont say it in front of you that you are stupid. But they will indirectly say it. But you, who have the syndrome, realizes it and automatic actively prove that is not true.


Whatever people. When people intended to do things, we are who we are. Others can't judge you just by the way how you looks like.Still there is.But who are you to say what is right and what is wrong. You are not a famous website on the internet that people browse daily. We dont yell at people for what we also did. Yet, that is why people are called H U M A N.






p/s : THESIS oh THESIS.. Baru buat research proposal dah pening smpai sakit kepale :P  <--- mazida je paham. jed paham? Hahaha~

Back In Action :)

Salam. Sekarang tengah season kan? Fever. Flu. Though I am looking very tough. I mean TOUGH. Hahaha. I used to easily got infected. From my lil baby at home. Huh. Twice. Terlalu mudah mengaku kalah sama itu budak kicik. Kesian little baby. Dah almost a week die demam, batuk2 sume. Ummy kate demam nk boleh cakap :) Sweet sgt die ckp. "Anak..= Tak Nak" and so on.. Banyak jugak lah vocab die dah dpt :)

Hah, bukan nk promote nih. Just kindly nak share. Usually, when I got flu and fever, my asthma always dan sentiase ade bersame. Cam nk tagged2 along je kan. Tapi alhamdulillah, this time demam pun xlame, sehari je asthma pun tade. Amiin. Sebab mungkin lah, my mom suruh amalkan Susu Hi Goat.

Al-ikhsan Pakcik google.

Seriously xrase 'goat' pun. Rase cm creamy2 milky2 je. Actually I add it with nescafe. So rase sgt sedap di telan bersame obat...Hukhuk. I hate Paracetamol sebab among yg lain2 die paling besar and payah nk telan. Even you all nak ckp "Badan je besar!" Hell I care!!! Memang xsuke! Arasso? Tapi thanks Encik Ubat. Dengan izinNya I dah kembali sihat menjalankan kehidupan harian. AIsh ceeeyyyywaah! Bermadah berhelah lah pulak Cik Bibah nih ha~ Tapi sungguh nih nak habaq mai. Dah 2 jenis dah memang it works. So why doubt? Hahaha. I memang suke jadi promoter xbergaji nih. Anyone? Nak kasik I gaji? Ambillah aku jadi pekerja yea~

Incik google jugek punye album gambar aku godak~

Dulu2 time my asthma sangat2 teruk. Terribly teruk lah kan, I amalkan IGG Skim Milk. Alhamdulillah, izin Allah beransur pulih. From me taking at least one puff inhaler a day, it reduces to almost hardly once a month. Sangat menakjubkan. Though it is Allah's will kan, tapi susu tuh punyai khasiat yang paling menarik :) Sebab name pun susu :)

Homework, assignments deadline after CNY masih belum sempurna lagi. Hwaiting! Gambatte!


Till then.