How to React when something unexpected happens?

Hi Assalamualaikum. Yes, this is my second posting after the first one after I left this blog for some time. So, have you ever felt heart pounding or something that makes your heart beats without a rhymes and so on? Yes. How do we cope with that? How do we react? Yeah, this is a biology class students.

You never thought you will face this. You'll never expect to have this moment and scenario. You never planned for an incident recovery or disaster recovery or whatever. It was just happened. Well, the only thing is to turn to your One and Only God, Allah SWT. Its not that we did not turn to Allah for all this while, but currently that is my only IRP. You don't tell me that, I have to at least be prepared if something like this happens but yes I don't.

This is not the time to play around, now is not the time for you to take things for granted. I'm 24 and I'm about to plan everything but what will you do if it doesn't turn to what you've been planning? It is called FATE. And as a Muslim you MUST believe in Qada' and Qadar.

Allah SWT has already planned EVERYTHING for you. On the other hand, you can also plan something for yourself but He knows well. What is good and what is not. When what you need and what you want is now kinda blur for me. Wise. Is just it.

The next thing is, I never will regret what I've done or said. I'll never cares of what other people feels while they were just ignore my feelings. Yeah sometimes you have to be that mean. I am no type of jelly-jelly people! I'm tough now. Its tiring when you keep on thinking other's feeling instead of yours.

What will you do if you chose something you thinks is good for you now but ain't good for you 10 years later? Or less? How will you chose baby? But how do we know that, that is no good for you 10 years later? It's the art of making decision. Trust me.

#nowlistening to KEMBALI by Akim and Stacy for thousands of times....


Till then,x0x0

Break.

         Assalamualaikum w.b.t people. Was so long time ago last I enter this blogger.com to write a post. I miss this page damn much! How I miss writing stories, crying myself out here. Even though I looks stupid, so what? I never care about that. It seems like this was my interest. Used to say once, I love writing posts to improve my writing and speech skills. 

Ya Allah, I really missed this. I used to have my linger time during uni days as well as while I was doing my internship in Kelana Jaya. While reaching my final days in internship, I started to get busy looking for a job. I went to several job interviews. I gaiend lots and lots of experience in facing interviews and my personal opinion about that is you are selling yourself and your values to others :P I earned loads of confidenc. Know why?? When you talks to people from your outside cling, you'll get new opinions and ideas. You'll know how people looks at you. You'll know how people judge you. Professional people will always give professional ideas. That was what I thinks back then. I was so fresh. I used to tell friends that I was an interviewphobic. lol :P

Well, out of 4-5(can't remember) interviews, I got 3 offers out of it and I took one. And here I am. A Software Test Engineer. How cool is that post to me back then. Not anymore. Quite blur what is am going to tell tonite. Let's ramble :P

By the ways, since 5months ago, I always wanted to post something here everytime I did something new, as usual, everytime I learned something new etc but the thing is I don't think blogging can be inserted into my 24hrs now. I stole few of it to be spent with my loved ones. Most of it will be going to work. I know I'll get bored sooner or getting tired but lets pray that the time will come  later. 

I really miss writing. I missed to let myself out in a way that people won't have to listen to what I'm going to say and tell. Instead I know that random and anonymous people will read it and I felt it that way. 

But thing is, I really missed everything. Its not that I'm not happy with my current life but somehow tight schedule makes me always remember my old time. My fat-but-not-this-fat time, my happy-super-unserious-time compared to now. But life must goes on. As always, I love to Ctrl+S my schedule here. Working gets me busy and I love that. It makes me realize my old life is such a waste. Educationally :P I had so much fun, lingering around during my old days. But I love that. That is what I love the most. See? I never get serious with my studies at all. But I do struggle sometimes *crossfinger*

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Blanks. 

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Today is Sunday and I just got back from work. And now is 11.44pm and tomorrow we have to get back to work and I started to let my self in this page. But good thing is now I know how to avoid myself from waking up late for school  work and wake myself up. :D 

p/s: Really want to refresh my blogging interest. Actually, I always want to blog my new life 5 months ago but I couldn't. Lets hope :P

p/ss: Everyone is posting about their convo day. So sweet <3 a="a" and="and" but="but" course="course" do.="do." do="do" dont="dont" few="few" finally="finally" font="font" graduated.="graduated." grateful="grateful" happy="happy" have="have" heart="heart" i="i" later.="later." m="m" nbsp="nbsp" of="of" pictures="pictures" so="so" that="that" to="to" will="will">

Till then, x0x0.

History.

Industrial Training at IdotTv Sdn Bhd. 

Assalamualaikum! Good morning people. Today, 29th of June 2012, I still stand on the same floor for 4months ago. Except that I've been transferred to Cyberjaya for two months. This moment will be a history if I am not planning to stay here for a permanent job. I went here, for the first time on 20th of February 2012 which I reached here at 7 am sharp. I woke up at 5. Wait until Subuh prayer time, I drove here. Ohmaiohmai... So epic that time.

Harini saya dah matang. 4bulan tu macam sekejap je tapi masa mula-mula tu susah betul nak adapt. I remembered, crying while driving back home on the first day. Ya Allah embarrassing! The HR told us that our working time between 9am - 6.15 pm. I was very naive back then, which I think I was shocked and manja and mengada and I drove home crying sebab I still cannot adapt the working life, which I had to drive home late at night padahal selalu je lepak smpai tengah malam kat rumah. Tapi when it come to going back home late at night xde lah late mane pun, I cried. That was one- a history which I wanted to keep it by myself actually, it turned out to be exposed here on the net. Ok, takdelah by myself sangat pun sebab while before crying like a baby tu, I dah sebak-sebak sikit, thinking how I would survive being an adult padahal umur kau lagi 6tahun nak masuk thirtieth sighhhssss... Ok sambung, before I menangis tu, time tengah seba-sesak dada tu, I called him- the only one la kan, Just wanted to share things and stuffs on my first day. It turned out to be very mengade gedik macam mana entah, I cried.. OUT LOUD! Tau x? Peduli apa orang nampak- nampak tau, bukan dengar sebab muka terbayang dengan jelas yang I was crying. Hahah bongok. Cuba bayang, macam budak kecik tak nak pegi dentist macam tu lah, tapi masalah sekarang kau dah macam makcik tua tak nak pegi dentist. Buruk nau! hahahahahaha.

Nak jadi cerita, lepas nanges dekat en boifren, I called my sister, sebab first time drive dari Kelana Jaya tu lalu LDP memalam sesorang, ke Kepong-Jinjang. Jadi ceritanya I terlepas exit Kepong-Jinjang tu, I terus naik MRR2. Ohmaiohmai.. Dah melalak balik sebab nampak signboard tulis MRR2 tu menghala ke Batu Caves bagai, padahal sebelah signboard Batu Caves tu ada signboard Seremban- Ampang which I wajiblah familiar with. Bodoh x bodoh melalak macam orang nak kena jual kat Thailand. My mistake was, I thought that I ingat jalan balik sebab straight je, so I tak bukak GPS. Kakngah dah rimas tapi dia acted cool je la kan. "ok kau masuk je mane2 exit then try pusing balik. " Time tu I stopped the car dekat petrol station. Baru gelabah nak bukak GPS.

Ok, ni MRR2-Kepong flyover yang I berjaya googled- yang jalan kosong tu mrr2, I supposed to
follow jalan yang ramai orang tu, instead I naik atas MRR2.

Then I stopped crying and teruskan perjalanan, I found satu exit yang sangat jauh, untuk buat U-turn and follow the GPS la. I sampai rumah dekat kul 10 kot. Hahahaahhaha. What a first day kan.

So today is my last and final day of Industrial Training. And yesterday, I went to had lunch with colleagues yang dah banyak ajar pasal working life ni. Kak Hana pun last day next Monday, dia pun dapat offer lain, and sorang lagi, Programmer kat Idot ni, Shuhada nama dia. Dia same age dengan I, tapi dah jadi programmer. Sangat jeles.

Semalam jugak I had lunch dengan tiga orang classmates yang same-sama intern kat Idot ni, Fiqa, Dina Tonah. Lunch kat Chabang Cafe, the first cafe yang kitorg makan masa first daya dulu- together. Sama jugak semalam last lunch together.

Enough for the reading and writing, lets have some looking at pictures plak ey.

Keluar dari lift, level 10, pandang tepi nampak ini :)

Glass door ni, kene ade access card baru boleh main push-push.
First time kitorg main ding-dong, bibik yang tolong bukakkan :)

Now kitorg dah ade access card.

Huduh betul hand-sock dina aku lukis,

Drama Queen :P hahaha. Dah boleh keluar masuk sesuka hati :)

See? Pintu tu kitorg yang punya!

Currently ni tempat kitorg. Tapi tempat tonah duduk tu, tempat kak hana. Yang berselerak tu tempat aiii. :)

acting working1

acting working 2

hahaha. fiqa the one n only her. hehehe. tengok tu?

dh pandai tekan button kt dlm tu ha siap, biar lift tu labeled as "FULL" so die xkn stop at any level :)

Ok. Ni sume gambar2 posing perasan, gemuk, gedik, cover, Perasan bajet cam kau cntik sangat. Padahal gemuk. kbai!

Till then. Salam. :)

Breaking Dawn- Epic Finale.

Assalamualaikum! This is what we've been waiting for. See you soon Edward, Bella!

Nexus S.

Salam, hi helo. First time nk iklan smth dlm blog. Anyone who wants to own this sexy smart baby. Stil got 6mths warranty from manufacturer. Original. Price RM 800. Hurry!!  Contact me.

Kenapa saya sayang awak?

Salam. Hai hello! Tak ingat bile denga topik ni dibincangkan di radio. Sebab apa awak suka dia? Ade sebab duit, rupa, gelak, senyum, etc. Yang kelaka, ade perempuan ni suka dekat teman lelaki dia sekarang ni sebab lelaki tu gelak tak ikhlas. Watde?? Tapi jodoh siapa tahu kan.

Ada lelaki call radio tu plak, ada cakap perempuan tu kapel dengan dia sebab dia kaya, laki tu support time perempuan tu belaja. Habis belaja putus. Itu biasa berlaku. Jodoh.